Happy but sad... today is October 11, 2007 the 30th monthsary of herve and me... i just can't explain my feelings...! i know that "he" always give me a problem.. especially when talking about other women..! is he satisfied with me? i guess he's not... i love him so much.. my heart always telling me that i will love him forever and i will never breaking up with him... but my brain is opposite.! my brain disagree with the decision of my heart.. i hope GOD will help me what the right thing to do..
At 7:300am in the morning i have my class in Logic.. but i entered in the class at 8:00am.. i was very late, but the teacher said that we don't have a class.. he will just check our attendance and then dismiss early.. and at 9:00am my next class is Philosophy of Man.. 8:30am! gosh! i have to study because i have an exam in philosophy.. but someone whispering me that "go to internet lab".. and then i just can't stop thinking about that MK..
MK is the girl of herve.. but im not quite sure if that is really true.. herve told me that MK is a lier.. MK just flirting with him! but how can i believe that? Oh gosh!!! i can't explain it anymore...
lets continue....
Exactly 8:30am me and Jessica (known as Macarine) went to the internet lab.. actually that was my first time to used the computers in our internet lab.. anyways! first thing i did was i opened my friendster account and see if there is a message from MK... a minute ago! YES!!! there is!! two messages from MK.. i read it.. i read it.. i read it.. and i read!!! i read her message how many times! i just can't believe her message to me! she said that herve is still communicating with her using the msn.!!! and herve said that she will never give me his msn email add! so whats that happened? why is that so?? oh damn shit!!!! and i realized that herve and MK have a relationship!!
honeslty speaking.. i really dont know what to do! about that damn shit MK and HERVE!!
tonight! at 7:30pm herve came to our house to say sorry about what happened.. he always telling me that all MK said is not true!! until now....!! i don't know whats really going on.. and who will be the one i can trust to!!
hirap ng buhay! hirap ng pag-ibig.. how i wish na wala q ma inluv! huhuhu.. =(
At 7:300am in the morning i have my class in Logic.. but i entered in the class at 8:00am.. i was very late, but the teacher said that we don't have a class.. he will just check our attendance and then dismiss early.. and at 9:00am my next class is Philosophy of Man.. 8:30am! gosh! i have to study because i have an exam in philosophy.. but someone whispering me that "go to internet lab".. and then i just can't stop thinking about that MK..
MK is the girl of herve.. but im not quite sure if that is really true.. herve told me that MK is a lier.. MK just flirting with him! but how can i believe that? Oh gosh!!! i can't explain it anymore...
lets continue....
Exactly 8:30am me and Jessica (known as Macarine) went to the internet lab.. actually that was my first time to used the computers in our internet lab.. anyways! first thing i did was i opened my friendster account and see if there is a message from MK... a minute ago! YES!!! there is!! two messages from MK.. i read it.. i read it.. i read it.. and i read!!! i read her message how many times! i just can't believe her message to me! she said that herve is still communicating with her using the msn.!!! and herve said that she will never give me his msn email add! so whats that happened? why is that so?? oh damn shit!!!! and i realized that herve and MK have a relationship!!
honeslty speaking.. i really dont know what to do! about that damn shit MK and HERVE!!
tonight! at 7:30pm herve came to our house to say sorry about what happened.. he always telling me that all MK said is not true!! until now....!! i don't know whats really going on.. and who will be the one i can trust to!!
hirap ng buhay! hirap ng pag-ibig.. how i wish na wala q ma inluv! huhuhu.. =(
6 comments:
love is full of pain...
paxenxa na sa kani na post.. daghan sayop kay tagtulog naq tapos naglagot pajud q ani na time!
just give time chai to think about your problem.. Cuz I think it's really hard to deal that kind of situation.. If he [herve] believe that he has no any relationship with that girl, he should confront that girl together with you... I guess that girl was just trying to destroy your relationship with herve, thats why she's finding ways for you to get hurt...i dunno know if it helps you.. well i wish
huhuhu.. i hope tawi! tnx for d concern! tc..
oh my.. so much for that chai huh.. be strong.. dn't juz give up.. u guyz have to be more open than b4.. it works.. gudluck! m juz hir though we're not close :) GODBLESS!
oh tnx! anywayz!! do i know u?
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