broken

i feel so bad.. =( i feel so empty.. i feel that i'm nothing in this damn world!! what a damn life i have.. huhuhu..

mommy and chubby

wowowo!!! its been a long time na!! actually.. kani na pic.. dugay na kaau ni.. hehehe.. it was taken 2yrs ago na?? hmmmm.. yeah! im right! 2yrs na lagi.. hehehe.. hahayyyzz...

see that bear?? hmmmm.. his name is "chubby" take note! his a boy.. hahahaha.. daddy herve gave that to me sa 5th monthsary pa namu.. dugay na kaau noh? hehehehe... =) 2yrs and 6months nagud kami ron!! hahayyyy.. tana mo last ni amo relation oi.. duh! daghan lang sagabal.. ana man jd na dba?? daghan trials! para ma test ni GOD kung asa kutob amo love! nakzz!! hehehe.. ka OA ba oi.. hmmm! ;D

anyways! wala lang jd q lingaw.. thats why! nag post2 nalng q.. hehehe.. supposedly magduwa unta q ron ug MU! hehehe.. (adik kaau sa computer oi.!) kaya nga lang.. papa is here! hmp!! tagbawalan q ug duwa2.. hehehe.. pro unya if mulakaw na c papa.. hahaha.. watch out!! hapit na ma top aq ELF na character!

hahahayyyzz.!! unsa naman ni aq gipang storya oi! NONSENSE kaau dah! wala lang q lingaw.. pag paxenxahan nyo na kasi..

until here nalng asa hah? 'til next post napud... VAVO!! =p

for Daddy Hervz!

this video is for my daddy herve,,, nice noh? hehehe.. comments pd mo dra oi.. gihaguan jd ni naq bah! 5nights aq nag overtime ani just to make this video beautiful and unique.. hehehe.. don't you like it guyz? ahmmmm... i hope you do.. na miss nuan naq c herve dah! hehehe..

"dy.. if u read this post.. ahmmm? hehehe.. wala lang.. this is all for you.. i love you so much daddy.. hmmm.. mwahhh.."

Hervz and Cheez forever!

"One Wish"
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to he sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

-mommy cheez-

the PaiN

this is what i've got! =(

A true boyfriend

"A true Boyfriend"

Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.
Tease her and let her tease you back.
Stay up all night with her when she's
sick.
Give her the world..
Watch her favorite movie with her
Let her wear your clothes
When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.
let her know she's important.
Kiss her in the pouring rain.
When she runs up at you crying.. the
first thing you say is..
"Who's ass am i beating today mommy?"

my BRAIN and my HEART...

Happy but sad... today is October 11, 2007 the 30th monthsary of herve and me... i just can't explain my feelings...! i know that "he" always give me a problem.. especially when talking about other women..! is he satisfied with me? i guess he's not... i love him so much.. my heart always telling me that i will love him forever and i will never breaking up with him... but my brain is opposite.! my brain disagree with the decision of my heart.. i hope GOD will help me what the right thing to do..

At 7:300am in the morning i have my class in Logic.. but i entered in the class at 8:00am.. i was very late, but the teacher said that we don't have a class.. he will just check our attendance and then dismiss early.. and at 9:00am my next class is Philosophy of Man.. 8:30am! gosh! i have to study because i have an exam in philosophy.. but someone whispering me that "go to internet lab".. and then i just can't stop thinking about that MK..

MK is the girl of herve.. but im not quite sure if that is really true.. herve told me that MK is a lier.. MK just flirting with him! but how can i believe that? Oh gosh!!! i can't explain it anymore...

lets continue....

Exactly 8:30am me and Jessica (known as Macarine) went to the internet lab.. actually that was my first time to used the computers in our internet lab.. anyways! first thing i did was i opened my friendster account and see if there is a message from MK... a minute ago! YES!!! there is!! two messages from MK.. i read it.. i read it.. i read it.. and i read!!! i read her message how many times! i just can't believe her message to me! she said that herve is still communicating with her using the msn.!!! and herve said that she will never give me his msn email add! so whats that happened? why is that so?? oh damn shit!!!! and i realized that herve and MK have a relationship!!

honeslty speaking.. i really dont know what to do! about that damn shit MK and HERVE!!

tonight! at 7:30pm herve came to our house to say sorry about what happened.. he always telling me that all MK said is not true!! until now....!! i don't know whats really going on.. and who will be the one i can trust to!!

hirap ng buhay! hirap ng pag-ibig.. how i wish na wala q ma inluv! huhuhu.. =(

Follow your DREAM...

Follow Your Dream...

Trouble arrives in measures, and we stack it up real high, until we're convinced, we have no reason to try. If you feel defeated, you're absolutely wrong, for if you follow your dream, you could never lose for long. Ignore the minor set-backs that pile up and trouble you, or you will build a mountain, out of the stones hurled at you. The future holds great promise, your destiny unknown, but God is always helping, and you're never alone. Soar bravely toward your goal. Let nothing darken the way. You can change your tomorrow, if you seek your dream today.